I think I might be starting to get clinically depressed…
If I’m lucky, I SEE a friend once a month, not even hang out, just see them
I’ve just been working so much and when I’m not working I’m just so…so tired…I want to see my friends on my one real day off but I’m always just so tired and they’re always busy…
For a few months I’ve been trying to get a dog, but I barely care anymore…I barely care about anything, I’m just so tired
I’ve even gotten some really bad urges to hurt myself again, although (maybe) luckily I’ve always been in a situation where I couldn’t do anything more than claw my arms a little…
None of my friends care about seeing me anymore…they probably think I don’t care either…
Maybe I could work less, but I need to money, and I only get minimum wage…
Ha, I’m only 19 years old and my work is already taking over my life…