With the razors that I found from years past
When 2 were too dull to break the vessels, I thought I wasn’t trying hard enough
And just pushed and pushed
Then later with the third with just as much force
So much force was not needed
Even though I have not partaken in many years, I made no promises
I would never hold a promise not to hurt myself to someone else
I don’t need to stop hurting myself
I need to stop feeling so horrid that I would resort to this
